Vincent. Vincent Son Do. The boy who sang in front of me. The hell. What happened to us now? Ever since you hurt me; we have the biggest gap in our relationship. We can't even talk to each other. Just a few months ago all of the sudden, you want to start over? You played with me Vincent. All those memories hurt me more than you can ever imagine. They feel like slaps in the face cuz of all those lies you said to me. You know how much I actually fell for you? No. Not anymore. I am not that type of girl who would be able to get up on her knees and feel used again.
But wait; what about forgiveness? I forgave all of those boys who hurt me before. But you out of all of them; hurt me the most. You want to know why? You never really told me your real feelings. I told you everything; why can't you tell me? You know how awkward it is with us now? What boy! You want to redo our "relationship" so you want a fake one. I also hate you because after a few years, I still haven't learned my mistake. You can see me do many more mistakes that are so similar to what happened to us... why haven't I learned yet? You tell me what you did to me and take it back. You were a big part of my life; you ruined it for me too. I hate this. I hate everything we had. I hate YOU.
But yet I just wanted to tell you that I forgive you; I love you too.
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